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Dear Ones-

So I saw it happen again the other day.

Last week I watched as a friend of mine got (quite savagely) verbally attacked by a friend of hers. As I was comforting her later, she said, while brushing away tears of pain, "It's OK. I know she didn't mean to hurt me. I know that deep down she's a really nice person."

To which my question was: "HOW deep?"

I mean, if you dig down deep enough into ANYONE, you'll find some traces of decency and humanity buried in there, right? (As they say, Hitler loved his dogs.) But how deep do you have to dig, in order to find that goodness?

How much toxic waste do you have to claw through with your bare hands, before you reach any evidence of hidden kindness?

How many layers of concrete do you have to blast through, before that person will let you see their one deeply hidden molecule of niceness?

And how much abuse do you have to take, in the meanwhile?

And is that really how you want to spend your life? Exhaustively trying to excavate scraps of decency from someone who has basically buried their goodness beneath a rubble of darkness?

I have the same reaction whenever I hear someone make these kinds of statements:

"I know she seems rude, but deep down she's actually really kind."

"I know he acts stingy, but deep down, he's truly generous."

"I know he lied to me and cheated on me, but deep down he still loves me."

"I know she has a horrible temper and says awful things to her children, but deep down she's a sweetheart."

I don't know, you guys. I don't like it.

I'm not saying that you should throw people away or condemn them. Every major religion in the world asks us to search for the common light of humanity that is hidden within everyone. Of course you should always look for the best within people. Of course it's enlightened to give people the benefit of the doubt. Of course it's the highest virtue to forgive others for their shortcomings, as we would be forgiven for ours. Of course it's compassionate to look at the difficult circumstances of a person's life, in order to better understand why they may have turned out so broken, bitter, and mean. (Remember, though: Lots of other people had equally difficult destinies — or worse — and still find ways to be kind and generous to others.)

But it doesn't mean you have to voluntarily expose yourself to abuse and cruelty.

Without denying the possibility that every thorn has its rose, I think it's wise to keep your distance from people who repeatedly and consistently demonstrate injurious, neglectful, or flat-out cruel behavior. You can pray for them and wish the best for them, but you might want to cross the street when you see them coming, just to be on the safe side.

I don't think it makes you extra spiritual to keep putting yourself in the pathway of degradation and suffering just because you have decided that — against all available evidence — this cruel person is actually a sweet person.

Generally speaking, people are pretty much what they show you they are — not what you wish they were.

People who behave cruelly toward you are more or less cruel people.

People who behave nicely toward you are generally nice people. (Unless they are full-on sociopaths, of course, which most people are not.)

You can almost always count on that.

That being the case, I think you're allowed to choose what sort of people with whom you wish to spend the precious waking hours of your one rare and beautiful life.

I choose to spend my life with people who are not afraid to wear their goodness and their niceness on the OUTSIDE.

I choose to spend my time with people who aren't afraid to show love, or to receive love.

I choose to share my life with the nice humans.

I don't find nice humans to be boring; I find them to be an oasis.

Keep it simple: Be nice to others, be nice to yourself.